me.love.life

Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pygmy size cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife.
Look at me.
Can you tell,
By the way I move and do my hair?
Do you think that it's me,
Or is it not me?
I don't even care.
I'm alive, I don't smell.
I'm the cleanest I have ever been.
I feel BIG, I feel TALL, I feel DRY.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake!! I'm a fake!! I'm fake!! I'm fake!!
Do I drink?
Do I date?
I've got perfect placements.
All my ink satisfied,
In your eyes.
I'm the biggest fan that I've got right now.
I made sure that I look how I wanted to look.
The people around me,
The people surround me.
My stomach hurts now,
And all tied off in lace.
I pray, I beg, for anything to hit me in the face.
And this sickness isn't me.
I pray to fall from grace.
The last thing I see is feeling.

syafiq in metro

gonna miss him

syafiq...dya laa kawan yang paling baik yang pernah aku jmpa...dya sgt riang, lincah...latahnya mengamatkan kelas yang sudah sedia gamat...i'm gonna miss him..utk pengetahuan semua, arwah meninggal pada 24 julai 2009 pada jam 2.30 petang selepas menunaikan solat jumaat...aq sebagai his clazmate 4 three sem sedeyh gilew....al-Fatihah

he's my bestfriend

bestfriendieverhad
.fazrin.

my ex boyfriend

funny things

cm kelakar jew when i start msg ngan my ex-bf...cm pelik jew an??i wonder laa an klu awex dye tau mampos dye kne bambu ngan penyapoo..hahaha...not my fault...dye yg nk msg ngan i...gpon 4 daa time being i single...huhu...i xdew asew pepew pon tat dye...i daa move on...i ske tat owg laen laaa...klu dyenk msg i pon adew i kisah??hahaha...i juz collect byk2 kwn jew...winkwink...i xksh laaa...jnji awex dye xdtg serang i sudeyh...hehehe....tp dye yg slalu tippooo awex dye sal i...no wonder laa my fwen pon xske dye dulue....i jew yg butee tot...skunk i daa move on....i adew idop i sndri!!

i'm all alone

everybody seems too busy with their works...nobody cares bout me anymore...i miss daa ol days where evrybdy care bout me...they'll ask me if anything that i needed...but now everybody seems too busy with their own world...
so sad...:-(

ldk

nk dijadikan cerite an diz week aq xleyh blik owh
nk taw bub apew??
bub diz week adew ldk
which is sume student part 3 wajib
hmmm...
mawxmaw aq tpkse laaa g gk an
ari jumaat malam adew cramah
daa laaa tmpt cramah aq tat fac ACC
bpak jawh
bg sapew2 yg stay tat perak msti taw
pd yg laen tue meh aq critakan
jawh gilew2 fac ACC tue
daa laa bngunan lamew plus scary gilew2
lucky me bub aq adew 2 owg pneman
lina n yana
cramah spatutnyer start kul 8
tp jnji mlayu an??kul 8 jadix kul 8.45
kitowg smpai awl gilew
kul 8.06pm daa smpai
awl an??
blari kitowg dri melati 2 ke ACC
huhuh
bilew daa smpai tue tgk cm gelap jew bangunan tue
engat an lupew bkak lampooo kew
kitowg siap maki2 lagi pakguard tue
yelaaa
slalunyer an adew pkguard yg bkak an lmpooo
daa cukup rempah ratus kitowg sumpah seranah pakguard tue
tibew2 adew sowg minah tue dtg n ckp
"beb td aq smpai adew pkguard tue ckp ACC blackout"
"loh yekew??"
"yelaaa"
"then kitew xkne dgr cramah laa??"
"eh2 kene,tp lmbt ckit laaa"
"alaaaa,klu lmbt start lmbl laa abeh?"
"yalaa"
hmmmm...mmg sah kitowg lmbt abeh
daa laa makcik yg bg ceramah tue bowink gilew
tp WAJIB n tanak repeat nyer pasal
kitowg tngu smpai habis
tp cm records bwu laa bg aq
bub aq xtitow time ceramah
baek an??
hahahaah....

too little too not over you

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh
Eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what i tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, i know it is
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside

And i turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it

Tell me why

I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside

And i turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe i regret
Everything i said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now i'm on my own
How i let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And i really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

sengal

kaw mmg sengal bitch!!

aku sukeee dye

hahaha...aku nk citew nee.apew???tanak dgr??xkireee kne gk dgr...WAJIB!!winkwink
hmmm...aq ske laaa tat mamat nee an...evendo aq xnh jmpee dye pon...hahaha...leyh cayer x??aq juz msg ngan dye lam stu web nee aw...tp da way dye reply msg aq tue cm besh jew..klu xcayer tnye laa tat bestie aq...aq an bilew daa dpt msg dye, aq akn mjrit n mlompat2 cm bdk2 dpt eskwem...huuhuh...seriously aq ske dye owg...evrytme aq dpt msg dye aq akn snyum cm owg gilew...huhuhuh....hmmm...mamat nee sweet gilew...bestie aq knl dye...tp aq xpnh pon jmpee dye..hahaha...evendo aq xske boys yg ptih..tp aq ske guy nee.aq bg name dye dodol..hahaha...lps nee kowg kne laa dgr citew sal dodol nee slalu...hahaha

withmybestie...

meandaeyn

meiemanaeynandcida

aeynmecidaandieman

cik lulu punye cerita

assalamualaikum...
holaaa
namew aku ku zuryalaily binti ku yahaya
korg leyh pgl aq cik lulu
tp bestie aq pgl aq lelly or ku eyea
aq stiil study tat UiTM perak
tat seri iskandar...
aq amek dip in office mgt n tech
huhuhuh
engat klu nk chambung degree nnt nk amek event mgt
insyaallah
winkwink
i luv to talk
i luv 2 make fwen wit sume org
aslkan kowg xcarik pasal ngan aq
i smile a lot
huhuhuh
eat a lot
bub tue ssh gk laa nk jdix kurus nee
brt aq??
40++
huhuh
tp below 50 laaa
tngi aq??
160 jew
pndek an??
yg pling xpuas ati tue aq ag pendek dri adik aq!!!
ftw tolll
hmmm
ok TBH aku ske ckp "fuck",'babi tol laa"
bg aq sume owg ckp benda yg samew tot
aq bkan nyer baek sgt
tpaq xlaa jht sgt
cm mama aqckp
"kica nee nakal laa"
aq xsmoke, xminum arak, xamek bijik, xmsk clubbing
e2 prinsip aq
huhuhuh
adew owg ckp klu xamek sume tue xcool laaa
bear laaaa
adew aq kesah??
jnji aq bhagia
huhuhuh
hmmmm
IDK laaa nk ckp pew ag
plus peroooot nga lapar
daa berkeroncong lakz tue
huhuhhu
c yaaaa
-cik lulu-