me.love.life

Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pygmy size cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife.
Look at me.
Can you tell,
By the way I move and do my hair?
Do you think that it's me,
Or is it not me?
I don't even care.
I'm alive, I don't smell.
I'm the cleanest I have ever been.
I feel BIG, I feel TALL, I feel DRY.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake!! I'm a fake!! I'm fake!! I'm fake!!
Do I drink?
Do I date?
I've got perfect placements.
All my ink satisfied,
In your eyes.
I'm the biggest fan that I've got right now.
I made sure that I look how I wanted to look.
The people around me,
The people surround me.
My stomach hurts now,
And all tied off in lace.
I pray, I beg, for anything to hit me in the face.
And this sickness isn't me.
I pray to fall from grace.
The last thing I see is feeling.

syafiq in metro

gonna miss him

syafiq...dya laa kawan yang paling baik yang pernah aku jmpa...dya sgt riang, lincah...latahnya mengamatkan kelas yang sudah sedia gamat...i'm gonna miss him..utk pengetahuan semua, arwah meninggal pada 24 julai 2009 pada jam 2.30 petang selepas menunaikan solat jumaat...aq sebagai his clazmate 4 three sem sedeyh gilew....al-Fatihah

he's my bestfriend

bestfriendieverhad
.fazrin.

my ex boyfriend

funny things

cm kelakar jew when i start msg ngan my ex-bf...cm pelik jew an??i wonder laa an klu awex dye tau mampos dye kne bambu ngan penyapoo..hahaha...not my fault...dye yg nk msg ngan i...gpon 4 daa time being i single...huhu...i xdew asew pepew pon tat dye...i daa move on...i ske tat owg laen laaa...klu dyenk msg i pon adew i kisah??hahaha...i juz collect byk2 kwn jew...winkwink...i xksh laaa...jnji awex dye xdtg serang i sudeyh...hehehe....tp dye yg slalu tippooo awex dye sal i...no wonder laa my fwen pon xske dye dulue....i jew yg butee tot...skunk i daa move on....i adew idop i sndri!!

i'm all alone

everybody seems too busy with their works...nobody cares bout me anymore...i miss daa ol days where evrybdy care bout me...they'll ask me if anything that i needed...but now everybody seems too busy with their own world...
so sad...:-(